Nights run long, and I run longer
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Aya kicked her feet up on the console and relaxed back into the seat, a cup of coffee cradled in her hands as she watched the space beyond the window. It had always been her dream, right, to be a pilot? Astrogator since she could say the word, but some nights she missed Tyaba. She probably could have been happy there forever, honestly, it was that kind of place. But as she'd grown, and as the boys had grown, so had the dread. The creeping, strangling dread. Not too long after her adulthood rite she'd started waking up screaming, knowing something was hunting her.
Yes, hunting. And it wasn't something as friendly as a katzu in her dreams.
She knew it made everyone worry, and moving around with the clans helped for a while, but the dread always came back. Something was going to get her.
Moving to Aarde to continue schooling with the boys had bought her several months of peaceful sleep; enough so that she could hammer out her own pilots license and pick up a few side courses while the boys became doctors, but a wave of 'medical emergencies' had brought several ships to port and one of them brought the fear with them. She could go to a window and point at the prow of the ship that leaked darkness toward her it was that strong a feeling. She couldn't 'hear' a threat approaching, no, just the usual babble of voices if she listened, but oh how she felt it.
It was enough to alarm Braig and Dilan, and she was pretty sure they left a few doctorates dangling in their haste to leave with her.
Since then they'd done a lot of 'consulting' work, skipping along the rim to let worlds call on the men's expertise while she kicked in any way she could until they got their own ship. Easier to keep running and moving with something of their own. Sure, the men brought in a great deal of their steady cash, but she'd been able to click in to a lot of cons and rewards out there for bandits. The deck below her chair was as much hers as it was theirs, and that was important to her for some reason.
Sure Dilan was a better hand with the engines than she would ever be, and Braig had the business sense and the planning, but she helped.
And tonight she'd...woken up in a sweat again, coming up to adjust their course slightly and...listen. They rarely carried passengers, but this was one of those times when the money seemed worth the risk, and some of them were awake even at this hour. She listened, and sipped her coffee, and tried to convince herself things were okay in the wider universe. Next planetfall they should be able to meet up with her father and uncle, they were moving around in this quadrant, and she could almost see the intersection point now. That'd be nice.
She had to remember to tell Braig and Dilan they'd be able to meet up.
Hmmm, and that the blue crate in shipping had drugs in it. That passenger had managed to be quite, mentally, when there were others to hide among but now that people were asleep he was worrying about his cargo. Feh, passengers. Too bad they'd wanted to skip the previous few worlds where the boys were...not welcome. They'd balanced a few ecosystems much to the annoyance of a government official or ten, so it was passengers or really hope to snag a pirating vessel and steal their fuel.
At least the dread was fading, slightly. There was that at least. "New heading, captain, we're going to swing wide of the moons. I don't like them." The speaker fed directly into their cabin, and hell she could repeat herself if Braig was still sleeping the sleep of the dead. Saying it out loud helped though.
It helped a lot.
Yes, hunting. And it wasn't something as friendly as a katzu in her dreams.
She knew it made everyone worry, and moving around with the clans helped for a while, but the dread always came back. Something was going to get her.
Moving to Aarde to continue schooling with the boys had bought her several months of peaceful sleep; enough so that she could hammer out her own pilots license and pick up a few side courses while the boys became doctors, but a wave of 'medical emergencies' had brought several ships to port and one of them brought the fear with them. She could go to a window and point at the prow of the ship that leaked darkness toward her it was that strong a feeling. She couldn't 'hear' a threat approaching, no, just the usual babble of voices if she listened, but oh how she felt it.
It was enough to alarm Braig and Dilan, and she was pretty sure they left a few doctorates dangling in their haste to leave with her.
Since then they'd done a lot of 'consulting' work, skipping along the rim to let worlds call on the men's expertise while she kicked in any way she could until they got their own ship. Easier to keep running and moving with something of their own. Sure, the men brought in a great deal of their steady cash, but she'd been able to click in to a lot of cons and rewards out there for bandits. The deck below her chair was as much hers as it was theirs, and that was important to her for some reason.
Sure Dilan was a better hand with the engines than she would ever be, and Braig had the business sense and the planning, but she helped.
And tonight she'd...woken up in a sweat again, coming up to adjust their course slightly and...listen. They rarely carried passengers, but this was one of those times when the money seemed worth the risk, and some of them were awake even at this hour. She listened, and sipped her coffee, and tried to convince herself things were okay in the wider universe. Next planetfall they should be able to meet up with her father and uncle, they were moving around in this quadrant, and she could almost see the intersection point now. That'd be nice.
She had to remember to tell Braig and Dilan they'd be able to meet up.
Hmmm, and that the blue crate in shipping had drugs in it. That passenger had managed to be quite, mentally, when there were others to hide among but now that people were asleep he was worrying about his cargo. Feh, passengers. Too bad they'd wanted to skip the previous few worlds where the boys were...not welcome. They'd balanced a few ecosystems much to the annoyance of a government official or ten, so it was passengers or really hope to snag a pirating vessel and steal their fuel.
At least the dread was fading, slightly. There was that at least. "New heading, captain, we're going to swing wide of the moons. I don't like them." The speaker fed directly into their cabin, and hell she could repeat herself if Braig was still sleeping the sleep of the dead. Saying it out loud helped though.
It helped a lot.
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